I had A CHOICE......Leave or Die only way to save my children and my self was to leave and not look back so I did with friends offering to help I stepped outside of the box and I left him well now 6 years later I'm still homeless so called "Friends"all of a sudden couldn't help me and I had too much pride to ask or beg for help about 4 months after I left my husband that killed me and brutally beat me everyday I was alive but barely I had a stroke and had to learn to talk and walk all over again I have neuropathy so bad I can barely walk sciatica that runs down my leg and up my back worst pain I've ever felt by the way. So now my kids are grown and they have kids of their own and I am so so very close to my grandchildren the mothers have decided to move out of state and I can't tell them how to live their life but I begged him not to take my grandchildren out with them but of course they did everybody that said that they would help me that I have along the way lied ripped me off I've lost everything I own six times and as many years equaling out to about one time per year someone says oh yeah you can stay with me I'll rent you a room 2 months later they kick me out and keep everything I own including things that my grandparents that are departed had left me I will lose my clothes they're still in the lot I cannot save the money to get me a vehicle or a place to live that is going to be mine I suffer from PTSD from being beaten and stolen from I have trust issues that are so bad that I don't even trust the mailman I feel some days it'll be better off dead all I want is a home so that I can be with my grandchildren that is why I want to try a fundraising strategy cuz I've tried everything else and everything else is spelled I'm not wanting to beg my pride's too thick for that but that's one thing I have not tried is pleading with others to help maybe a stranger would be kind to me cuz those I felt were close to me were not so kind